A week later and he still got me thinking about him.

WEDNESDAY

Sadly I don't remember much of what happened today. I spent the afternoon in the library and then worked until 1:30 in the morning. I hate sale sets.

I returned two books to the library and somehow ended up leaving with four after telling myself I could only check out two since I only returned two. Yeah, I'm a nerd.

My effin' knee has been really sore the past couple of days. Work is not helping any. I need a good knee massage...any volunteers?

It's not even pay day yet and I'm already broke.

*deep heavy sigh*

What am I going to do?

HELP!!!

All these beautiful attractive men walking around the mall...it always gets like this during the holidays...shopping for the ladies in their lives. How about you make me your lady?

*laughs*

THURSDAY

That was the weirdest effin' dream I've had in awhile. I wonder what it means.

How is one person so effin' messy??? I hate cleaning up after people who are capable of cleaning up after themselves. Is it THAT hard to empty the dishwasher and then put your dirty dishes in it??? And do you have to leave all your shit laying around the house? Yes, yes I know it's your apartment...but still...is this really how you live?

Brookinz introduced me as "Pimpin". *laughs* I have no clue. I must be slippin on my pimpin.

I can't wait until I can have family days. Me, my future sweetie and little one spending the day together at the park/mall/museum.

Why in the world if I don't like being around children...especially in large groups...would I want to go to the Children's Museum???

I guess I'm just crazy like that. But finally after two years I made it over there.

Dang crumb snatchers...where are your parents?

I don't want to work on Saturday, but the hours will help make for a fat paycheck.

A week later and he still got me thinking about him.

Glad you liked the cards home skillet.

These pants are mucho comfy...wish I could afford another pair.

*deep heavy sigh*

*barfs* I shouldn't have eaten that pizza. VERY bad choice. I wasn't really hungry...just a little bored. NOT one of my better ideas.

FRIDAY

I wish the first thing I didn't see on the sidewalk on my way to work was not a dead black lab puppy with it's guts hanging out. I can't get the image out of my head.

"...all I wanna do is spend the night with you...put your mind at ease...just like a lullaby, just like a lullaby...and baby if you just give me your trust...I'll shower you with love...til you fall fast asleep...just like a lullaby, just like a lullaby..."

What is the protocol when you see someone who you know through a friend (but have never been introduced to them, you just see them out and online)? Do you say hi? I wanted to say hi, but didn't want to seem crazy like how do you know me.

I guess you just go by the vibe they give you. (I spoke with one person, but the other I didn't.)

*shrugs*

Why did my dad JUST tell me that he's been in the hospital for the past almost three weeks? Why couldn't my brother call and let me know that ish back when he went into the hospital?

His heart...again. But under control now. Maybe I should move back to Germany.

I don't know. I did it before and have no idea what happened those three years.

Why did my friend just tell me that if I wasn't so damn sexy men wouldn't flip out like ThePsycho did and that maybe I should just be ugly???

I'm sorry, I like being soft and sexy.

Time to go home and relax and come up with schemes to make cash money.

Later.