You were extra cute.

That second Woodchuck probably wasn't one of my brighter ideas. I get so effin' belligerent.

At least I didn't throw up. But I do believe I may have cussed Grey out at one point. Or something like that.

I don't know what it is, but folks have been all over my nuts lately.

It's quite the ego boost. I'm effin' lovin' it.

Why are body builders so darn tan? it's creepy...so brown. I'd like to see a pastyish body builder one day.

"...gotta use wet wipes, baby wipes...I don't eat no shitty ass..." -Grey

I AM quite impressed that dude knew my ethnicity without having to ask. It's very rare that that occurs. But still isn't grounds for me to go home with him.

Okay so it's a little odd/weird/coincidental that I ran into dude who wanted to take me home at the library the next day.

I'm starting to go green. We need to save this planet.

My boobs are too big for target dresses and my butt is too big for target shorts. Why do I even bother?

How come I can't walk out of Target without buying something I don't REALLY need? Or at least can wait to buy later?

I'm not all mother earthy and haven't gone completely green yet, but it still pains me to see people blatantly litter. Yes, I've done it before, but do my best to hold my trash until I get to a trash can. I don't want to be a litterer or waster.

So hot.

Either I'm a REALLY awesome sales person, or I'm just really cute.

Grey still gives better cheek kisses. Yours was a little moist.

"...I never knew a luh-luh-luh, a love like this...gotta be something for me to write this...Queen, I ain't seen you in a minute...wrote this letter and finally decided to send it...signed, sealed, delivered for us to grow together...love has no limit, let's spend it slow forever...I know hear is weathered by what studs did to you..I ain't gon assault them cause I probably did it too...because of you, feelings I hand with care...there are times...when you'll need someone...I will be by your side...there is a light that shines...special for you and me..."

My chest makes quite the advertising space. I should sell the space to earn some extra money.

I know why I prefer him with facial hair. It balances out his eyebrows.

*rolls on floor laughing*

Okay that was a bit mean.

Watching McDishes interact with Drunk Girl was hilarious. I finally know her name. That girl is out there. I think she realizes I'm not a fan of hers.

"You were extra cute."

You know I'm not a fan of the term cute, but you get a pass.

I don't see the difference in how I dress for work and how I dress normally are different (other than I don't wear jeans to work often). How do my work clothes make look more feminine?

Okay so I AM quite attractive. I don't mean that in a conceited way. I'm just realizing that I'm a beauty and that many seem to think so. I kind of knew it before, but I don't think I completely believed it. I'm still getting used to having men hit on me.

So...a lot of my work clothes are starting to get a little big. I guess that means I'm losing weight or something like that. Wonderful and fantastic...yes. I really just don't feel like having to buy new clothes right now though. No more LB for me. Heck even the bras don't fit me. I MUST make a trip up to the "special" store.

The amazing shrinking woman whose boobs never get smaller.

*deep heavy sigh*

I made Boss Lady No. 2 cry. I didn't mean to. I wish there was something I could do for her.

"come if you got real love for me...stay away if you got games and tricks for me...I want a man that means everything he says...and not a boy full of play...pulling a rabbit out of his hat everyday...oh baby I'm scared of you...oh I don't believe in magic...I believe in lover everlasting..."

Being tied down right now to just one person isn't on my list right now. Unless it's one of two or three people. Seems weird to say, but I feel only they by themselves could be enough for me. Otherwise I want to be able to see other people. And really I just want to be able to spend an evening or a day with someone. Hang out, enjoy their company...be affectionate or intimate if it feels right. I'm not sure a relationship is right for me right now. Too much other stuff going on.