"...I wanna kiss you underneath the stars..."

1. I haven't listed in almost two months.
2. I really didn't mean to take such a long leave of absence.
   
3. Since then I've gotten a job and I've turned 27.
4. I've also had the best sex ever in my life.
5. I always say I'm not looking for a relationship, but really I think that's exactly what I want.
   
6. I wanna come home and have someone to cuddle up on the couch with and discuss our days.
   
7. I'm so behind in my classes, it's ridiculous.
   
8. I really need to manage my time better.
   
9. I say I'm done with Mr. T but I really just want to call him and see what he's up to.
   
10. I don't think the talk I wanna have with Big Head is going to go the way I want it too. I can only hope that it does.
    
11. I keep buying things I don't need when I should really be paying my bills.
    
12. What's my problem?
    
13. I need to manage my money a lot better.
    
14. I need to list this stuff on eBay.
    
15. I need to work my Cha Cha job more often.
    
16. I need to grocery shopping.
    
17. I need to start watching my diet.
    
18. I have a lot of needs.
    
19. I need help with my needs.
    
20. I've made some new female friends.
    
21. That seems to be a good thing.
    
22. Nick is hilarious.
    
23. I think I'm not even going to have a talk with Big Head. I'm just going to end it so to speak. There isn't much to end since there really wasn't anything.
    
24. I want to stop lying to myself about what I want.
    
25. I have no idea who I am anymore.
    
26. I thought I knew what I wanted.
    
27. Mmmmm...Yats for dinner with a new friend.
    
28. Tonight I swear I'm going to start working on all my late homework. Really. I am.
    
29. Tomorrow I will finish it.
    
30. I used to be good at school.
    
31. "...Let's go to the park...I wanna kiss you underneath the stars...Maybe we'll go to far..."
    
32. I love John Legend's new album Once Again.
33. Robin Thicke's album is great too.
    
34. I really don't think love songs are good for me right now though.
    
35. Why I torture myself I don't know.
    
36. Why do I buy tanks/camis with shelf bras? They serve purpose for me and well I've finally gotten smart and start cuttin' them out.
    
37. Of course I've ruined a few since I'm not quite watching what I'm doing.
    
38. I do some stupid shit sometimes.
    
39. We *all* do.