Yes, yes that's what I want.

1. A "part" scorpio and scorpio together. That could be dangerous.
2. I can't spell when I'm tired and/or slightly inebriated. Must learn to read and edit before posting.
3. Least favorite task: Trying to figure out what to wear to work.
   
4. WTF? Is my neighbor bumping polka music???
5. He did it again...I had him pushed out of my mind and am in the middle of moving on and he calls. Why does this happen?
6. "...Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone...He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no...He wouldn't even open up the door...He never made me feel like I was special...He isn't really what I'm looking for..."
7. He won't pull me back. I'm moving forward. We can be friends, we might still talk on the phone, but I doubt we'll ever hang out again.
8. I'm so tired I should really be going to bed, but I keep fighting it.
9. My apartment used to be so clean and uncluttered and empty.
10. How does one person accumulate so much junk??? I got buku time off this week, I'm going to do something about it.
11. I love and hate when you have a new crush on someone and you spend so much time in your head thinking about them and wanting to talk and spend time with them. It's especially hard when they're far away.
12. *heavy sigh*
13. "...Pardon me love but you seem like my type...What you doin tonight? you should stop by the site...We could, roll some weed play some records and talk...I got a fly spot downtown brooklyn, new york..."
14. Saturday morning cartoons suck.
15. Woo hoo, I'm off for three days. I can sleep as much as I want and not have to worry about when to shower, what to wear and how tired am I gonna be when I get home.
16. Awww...he wanted to see how my day was and to say he had fun hangin' out at Borders. *barf*
17. I'd probably appreciate the sentiment more if it was coming from someone I was interested in. Sadly it wasn't.
18. I can't believe I just admitted that.
19. IM conversations...wow...the places they go sometimes.
20. *fans self*
    
21. I know he understands me better now. We've had some pretty deep conversations over the past couple of days.
22. "...she dreamed of a day her knight would come through...to take her far away from the heartache and the pain to world she never knew...It's the same old story...just another life time...girl wants to be rescued...from all the hard times...you can be prince charming...I'll be cinderella...don't want a fairy tale...just give me happy after..."
23. My neighbors hate me...only four hours of sleep I'm awoken to the sound of salsa(?) music blaring through the walls. I'm so not in the mood.
24. He called again today, twice in three days...this time he actually wanted something.
25. Ugh, go away for a while...you asshat liar.
26. "...why'd you have to be so cute...it's impossible to ignore you...must you make me laugh so much...it's bad enough we get along so well..."
27. I'm not that naive/stupid.
28. *looks around*
29. Yep...alone at home, just like I knew I'd be on New Year's. No kisses for me.
30. I think I want to color my hair black with a few white chunks through the front and bangs.
31. Yes, yes that's what I want.
32. I haven't set foot outside my door since I got home Saturday night from work...and probably won't until I leave for work Wednesday morning. Save for taking out the trash.
    
33. It seems quite sad.
34. I'm turning into such a hermit.
35. This year like last, no resolutions. Only reason to make them is to break them.
36. Already have a nice long list of goals.
37. I like Moxie's idea of affirmations. I'm not always a positive thinker, but think it's worth a try. So my affirmations:
    By July I will be living in a one bedroom apartment.
    By May I will have my driver's license.
    By March I will have a new job.
    I work out regularly and eat less junk food.
    I am 165 lbs.
    I stick to my weekly budget.
    I am ready for a relationship.
    I book two shoots a month (paid or TFP).
    I'm requested to do at least one paid project a month.
    I am more honest with my feelings.
38. Megabus to Chicago roundtrip damn near FREE??? Seriously???
39. "...For so long I've waited for you to come and love me...Don't waste my time...Cuz I need you to let me know if you want me too..."
40. Stretching and popping silly putty relaxes me. I just need a bigger ball/wad/chunk.
41. I'm in the mood for dancing.
42. MySpace Music how do I love thee...Algebra Blessett, Amy Winehouse, MoZella, Hope.
43. No mail service today. At least I don't live in Denver.
44. Gotta look at the brighter side.
45. I actually got dressed today. Quite an accomplishment.
46. Now all I have to do is gather all the trash and my rent check and brave the cold.
47. FUCK, I just broke one of my favorite mugs. FUCK, FUCK, FUCK!!!
48. I miss sex.
49. This art piece is almost done. Woo hoo...now all I have to do is call the recipient. That'll be fun...but I need the money.