...you're responsible for the smile that's on my face...

I'm a bad blogger...let's see how this is for an update.

Last Weekish

Much fun staying out until 5AM for a couple of friends birthdays. Not drinking, and learning much about new people.

"I have never..." is an awesome game to play. *laughs* Just don't tell on yourself...sheesh.

I WILL get to see my dad when I head out to Cali on Sunday. HE himself didn't tell me that he was headed out to Cali...my aunt I suppose spilled the beans. Communication is a forgotten art in my family. I loooooove it. [note sarcasm]

I'm still having anxiety about flying and well seeing all my family and having to explain much of the problems that are going on in my life right now. Oy.

I REALLY want to get a third tat and redesign my second and get a little something pierced.

Because of my obsessive personality...it's gonna happen...and probably sooner than later.

I've really been enjoying the new friendship that has been formed between TheParkRanger and I. I needed that consistancy.

Boss Lady No. 3 is REALLY trying to befriend me. She invited me out to dinner. She's willing to drive all the way from Greenwood up to the Northside just to "hang out". Not gonna happen.

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle move on the 23rd. Can't wait.

Okay so far I've only managed to say hi to the shoe store hottie. That was so hard for me.

People find it hard to believe that I really AM that shy.

This past weekend was mucho busy.

Friday: movie and hangin' out.

Saturday: hair cut, lunch, walking the Monon, exploring Broadripple, dinner, movie, Front Page, The Red Garter (strip club), The Ugly Monkey and yummy french toast.

Sunday: vegging on the couch and grocery shopping.

It was a good weekend. I had fun...and it was good to NOT be home the whole weekend.

Love my new haircut, it doesn't look too different...just trimmed and layered a little more. So much lighter...but that woman...yeah, I won't be going back there. 1) She didn't wash my hair good enough, the crown was still itchy/greasy. 2) She parted it all funky and tried to slick/sweep it down across my face. 3) She sprayed oil sheen all up through it. I DO NOT need oil sheen. I ended up walking around the rest of the day with my head getting all flaky. GROSSSSS!

This Week

I finally talked to the shoe store hottie. I was sort of forced to by a college buddy's cousin. It was good though.

We had plans to have lunch but something came up. My first instinct was to blow him off, but I'll give him a chance.

I have to change my ways and open up.

TheNarcissist always bites my cheek when we kiss. It's actually kind of cute.

"...you're responsible for the smile that's on my face...you make happy look what you've done to me your some kind of wonderful...you're something special you must an angel...I've waited forever to feel this way..."

I've been listening to that non stop. And even though I don't feel RIGHT NOW like I'll ever get married...I still have hope. That's what I'm looking for.

AND...

We may have a new contender in the ring.

I think we're going to call him TheStrongMan or TheCompetitor. I don't know yet. I'm still thinking about his "THE" name. Oh I should mention that this is the shoe store hottie.

TheParkRanger has a mohawk...I love it.

I still want my head rub.

I think it's a little weird when you see a married friend and later he calls you and says I just wanted to let you know you look GOOD the other day. It's like okay thanks.

I've been smiling a lot this week...a burst of tears Wednesday, but smiles most of the week otherwise.

It's been a good week.

Should be a good weekend too. Still got some stuff to do: clean, laundry, pack. Fun stuff.

I'm hoping to see TheCompetitor/StrongMan before I head out of town.

I should go be productive.