The Weekend:
"...Came quick...he got his, I ain't get mines. I'm like fuck. You know you talkin' all this got damn shit and he ain't shit." [This has nothing to do with anyone I've been involved with, okay...maybe a little. I just think this interlude is hi-effin-larious.]
*rolls on floor laughing*
Smoking hookah and enjoying a gyro = perfection. [And when I got home I didn't even smell like smoke.]
I look Asian because I am. I can't help it that my eyes turn to slits when I smile.
Ummm...yeah just because I was blursed (blessed + cursed) with a large rack doesn't mean I pull men that easy. You were the one being all social and friendly that's probably why they wanted your number.
The free glass of wine was nice...too bad I'm not a wine drinker.
Note to Self: Don't exhale hookah smoke out of your nose. It's only going to make you dizzy.
My life appears to have no variety. I swear I list about most of the same things over and over.
Borrowed from Les: "Kissing is like drinking salt water; you drink and your thirst increases." Kissing and cuddling would be great right now.
I'm all for ink and piercings, but split tongues (although they look pretty cool) and silicon implants seem to be a bit much. But hey, you do you Lizard Man.
Assfuckingshitmunch...I think I might like him. [Confirmation via a buddy, yeah. Damn feelings.]
MySpace will tell a lot of your business and hurt peoples feelings.
I think I like too easy.
Was that flirting or was he just trying to make me feel comfortable? [You be the judge: attempting to close my phone and then grabbing it away, playing with the distressing on my jeans, nudging me as I sat next to him on the couch.]
I think too much.
I NEED to see a doctor/therapist, but how the fuck am I supposed to pay for it?
"It's business...it's business time."
Even though I don't live alone anymore I still feel very alone at times.
Pump your brakes man. We haven't even met yet and you want to bring your 15 year old son to dinner? I understand you just want to fall in love, but dude that's a sure fire way to get me to run in the other direction. I hope you're joking about trying to put babies in me. The factory is currently closed for business. [I'm thinking I'm not even calling ol' boy back.]
I guess I'm not ready for love/relationships. I think I am, but heck I don't have my shit together.
PostSecret got me today.
One thing about going from living alone to living with other people is trying not to offend them when you don't want to talk to anyone and just want to curl up in your bed for a few days.
Just because I'm a women doesn't mean sex comes that easy.
I *heart* Kat Von D, but she looks so greasy looking now on LA Ink.
Also borrowed from Les: "When we blindly adopt a religion, a political system, a literary dogma, we become automatons. We cease to grow.:" Anais Nin [This really hit me today.]
This Week:
Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! I don't really even know what to say about myself right now. My life is such a mess I've REALLY screwed up. I never thought this would happen to me or things would get this bad.
"I'm leaving you for me." See ya Indianapolis.
I finally finished Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. I wish wizards and witches in that sense really did exist. Heck maybe they really do.
Painting would be really great right now.
I love that I can go to my guy friends for advice about guys. Especially when I can talk about the dirty details of it too.
It's nice to know that someone digs you. Even if you don't exactly dig them back the same way.
Mmmmm...Yats. [Thanks ParkRanger]
MUST.FIGHT.FEELINGS.
I so want to call him right now but I don't think it's a good idea.
I don't want to be alone right now so much so I might be about to make a big mistake. Karma is bitch and I'm still waiting for her to exact her revenge. [It was cool. We just walked around the block a couple of times and talked. It took us two years to meet in person. I had to put him in the friend box.]
"Whatever baby wants, baby gets."
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