Yeah I blogged about it.

So very lonely.

My dad tells me if all else fails I can move back to Germany and hopefully find something there. And while I LOVED living in Germany, I can't imagine going back to live there now. It's not the same place it used to be when I was younger. And starting over? *deep heavy sigh*

A customer told me my boobs look great today. Normally I think I'd probably think that was a weird compliment, but since we deal ladies under things at work. It's not.

Ooowheee...Boss Lady No. 2 is a freak. *rolls on floor laughing*

I think I've come up with the perfect Halloween costume...but will I be able to go through with it?

My phone is being weird. Every time I send a text message the same message I sent to a friend hours ago, comes up. EVERY TIME!

I want my hug. And yes I'm being a whiney bitch about it because you fucked up.

Boss Lady No. 2 has hired a bunch of sexual deviants. Boy the stories we have to tell. Bondage, accidental sex...oy.

Ha ha, you have big boobs too. Now quit trying to grope mine...and buy some shirts that fit.

Mmmmm...Bazbeaux's. *stuffs face full of pizza*

Who are these people and why the fuck do they keep coming here??? Why do I keep coming here? Oh that's right. I *heart* my boys...and well...he may show up. Ergh.

Dude...quit grabbing on my booty like that. Yeah I blogged about it. Fucker.

I feel so lonely right now.

I'm at this weird point right now where I don't like being home. I'll go just about anywhere as long as I can get out.

Why is it we want what we can't have? You know you meet that one person and there's just something about them that you're drawn too, but there's a flashing roadblock that says off limits for one reason or another and it makes you want them that much more. Even if it's just for fun.

I hate that I can't talk about him. Not that it would help.

Why the hell am I up at 8AM when I don't need to be up for another 2.5 hours???

If I haven't told you before, I'm telling you know...the best showers in the world are when the lights go out mid shower. It's so much fun trying to grope around for things to finish as quickly as possible.

I don't want to go to work.

Hold me and let me cry.

*deep heavy sigh*