...if I ain't the one lose it...

My two o'clock cancelled.

He told me that I'm amazing. (In reference to my work, but it was still great to hear coming from him.)

I started to get emotional on the phone with him. He jokingly patronized me. It didn't bother me to be vulnerable with him. It's so easy to talk to him. I'm at ease with him. I usually go away feeling good and he knows how to make me smile.

My twelve thirty cancelled.

Random Bus Observation: Dude don't pull ALL the money of out your wallet, lay your wallet on the seat next to you and then start counting all your money making sure that I see all the big bills you have on top. You don't know me, just because I'm a woman doesn't mean I won't jack you for all your cash.

I wish one of my daydreams/fantasies would come true.

A happy positive one...you have to be careful what you wish for.

It's funny what white people consider nappy.

Mmmmm...so very warm. It's wonderous.

Okay just because it's sixty degrees outside doesn't mean it's micro mini skirt weather. More shocking...she WASN'T white.

Why can't you just answer my question? I just want to learn.

Apparently The Alchemist that I'm reading is NOT the same Alchemist that everyone else has been reading. Either way the one I'm reading is pretty good. I'll have to find the other one now too though.

Um...is there a little tattoo on my arm that says punch me?

How is it that I ended up being the only girl chillin' with the boys again?

I like to play pool, but I don't consider myself good...of course no one wanted to believe that when I ended up being on the winning team every time. (We did win several times due to scratching on the 8, which of course has no relation to my pool skills.)

5 - 0 Baby!

*rolls on floor laughing*

"...sometimes people say things...that they don't really mean...they just might call you names...to lift their self esteem...but soon enough, they'll realize...that it'll never work...because inside they're trying to hide...how much they really hurt...but as long as you know who you are...and what you're about...nothing they can say can shake your pride...and make you doubt...the beauty you have in you...and when they give attitude...you can tell them like this...say, I'm beautiful and spiritual...and I think its' about time to tell you this...I'm gonna be the best me...that I know how to be...one day you learn how much it means...to believe in yourself...so take these words and share these words...tell help somebody else...you never know, anything is possible...you just might make a friend...so when they try to make you cry...tell them again and again..."

I AM beautiful.

And so are YOU.

I wish I would've bought those rubbers from Target...that shirt dress too. (Rain boots, not genital covers, thankyouverymuch)

Rain, rain go away.

I want to call him, but I really don't have anything to say. I just want to hear his voice and shoot the ish with him.

"...don't make me over...now that I'd do anything for you...don't make me over...now that you know how I adore you...don't pick on the things I say, the things I do...just love me with all my faults, that way that I love you...I'm begging you...don't make me over...now that I can't make it without you...don't make me over...I wouldn't change one thing about you...just take me inside your arms and hold me tight...and always be by my side, if I am wrong or right...I'm begging you...dont' make me over...don't make me over....now that you've got me at your command...accept me for what I am...accept me for the things that I do...now that I'd do anything for you...now that you know how I adore you..."

I need to update my list. I'm doing pretty well I think. I still have a long way to go though.

I KNOW I have a great creative eye and that I can do this...I just need to learn how to be comfortable with people and get make the right business decisions.

"...here's my name and number...if I ain't the one lose it...if I am use it..."

I'm looking for forever. I'm tired of being bombarded by fake love on TV and in the movies and in books. When does it really EVER happen that way? People aren't disposable and neither is my love.

*deep heavy sigh*

One day.

I'm really going to do this and I'm going to be successful. I CAN do it.

I got more yarn...YAY!!!