It's not supposed to be THAT hard.

Why must the guys I would really prefer to date have to live in different states? The text/IM flirting is great, but baby I need some face time.

I have a "date" with a girl this weekend. *giggles* Thanks Les.

Effin' internet connection. Connect damn it. CONNECT!!! I suppose if I bought an aircard or something I wouldn't have this problem. Yeah...maybe next time.

Woo hoo...I just won tickets to Jazz Fest. I hope it's tickets for two. I should probably find that out.

See that's the power of positive thinking at work. Now if I can win tickets to John Mayer and the Roller Derby this weekend I'll be set. A job or a big fat check would be nice too.

Awww...PoetJoe was trying to make an effort to meet up with me. Even though I want it and it could've happened, I really wasn't feelin' it today. Figures.

I just ate an ENTIRE package of cookies. No bueno. Well they were indeed bueno, but devouring the whole package in one day was no bueno.

Why do you have to live ALL the way in Brooklyn? I need you here.

I really need to learn to read more throughly before I hit the send button.

One day these stupid geese are going to get a chop in the neck. No one told you to build your nests right next to the sidewalk that I have to walk on. Okay, so it is kind of funny that one of them took flight and was chasing after me.

Dear Self: Stop, just stop. It's not going to work out between the two of you. Stop hurting yourself by letting him get to you. It's a pointless waste of time and you're better than that. He doesn't seem to care about you either way, will continue to hold that grudge regardless of what he says and will continue to string you along as long as you let him. Please just stop, he's not worth it. It's not supposed to be THAT hard. I don't like to see you like this. Love, Me.

I don't feel like such a freak for not liking BBQ sauce on ribs anymore now that I know I'm not the only one. Then again I guess it doesn't matter since I don't eat pork anymore anyway.

I've never thought of this before, but now I'm curious.

I could REALLY use a head rub right about now.

And a hug.

Yay, spring is FINALLY here. Time to break out the dresses and flip flops. Now if only I could get up to my storage unit to retrieve such things.

I am NOT a morning person, being up at 6AM is just not right.

MUST.BUY.NEW.EARBUDS.

So that one job I applied for and interviewed with was looking for people still/again and I didn't get a call back.

See that's just the universe SHOUTING at me, but I'm still being hard headed because I'm a little skeered about how I'll still be able to survive financially and what not. But I'm smart enough to know that I shouldn't worry about that because it will all work out in the end. If that's the case, then WTF is my problem?

I really don't even know what to say about this. But it doesn't seem right at all, creating life, just to turn around and destroy it all in the name of art???