I haven't got a clue if you're the one...

We flew kites in the parking lot before the derby on Saturday. It was fun playing like a kid. I love moments like that. Carefree and fun.

JT's so sweet...she made cabbage and sausage w/ turkey sausage just for me.

Eating that sausage made me feel kind of dirty.

*blushes*

It's possible I'm falling all over again. Maybe...I don't know.

*deep heavy sigh*

Awww...she loves me.

*rolls on floor laughing*

Gotta love when you send a text message to the wrong person.

I'm getting really comfortable driving.

"I'm about to get off [the phone]." JT to me as she's getting off the couch...she then realizes that she's not talking to me on the phone that in fact I'm sitting right next to her.

*rolls on floor laughing*

That's when you KNOW it's time to go to bed.

Why are you calling me at 7:50AM? How is it you always come back like that? Just pop up?

I really DID do the damn thing on those photos. It helps when other people tell me so. I like the little ego boosts. They make me realize that I CAN do this. I CAN.

From my a list of mine: 13. Hitting and teasing are my way of showing affection. Hugs and kisses are too.

There's my reason for being that way with you.

I miss making out. What happened to the fine art of making out???

"...in our lives we hunger for those we cannot touch..."

"...I'm a little scared to hold you close...cause I just might never ever let you go...caught up in your smile, I'm happy as a child...but I'm still drowning, drowning in your love...bring me flowers and talk for hours...ooh I like you, and ooh I like how you make me feel...kiss my face, your warm embrace...ooh I like you, and ooh I like how you make me feel..."

When I walked into the place where I was being interviewed today and sat down and absorbed the office and observed the people working there I immediately felt like I didn't belong, that that place was not for me. At one point I contemplated telling the administrative assistant that I wasn't going to waste the gentlemen's time because I didn't think that was where I was supposed to be. But I didn't. I went through with the interview anyway. Who knows. Maybe I could make it work if offered a position there. My being tells me different though. I know that I'm going to have to take a job where I may be slightly unhappy for awhile in order to get where I want to be. It's okay. I'm okay with that. I want to do what I need to do to get where I need to be. And I'm tired of being broke and not having a place to live.

It's been almost a full year since I've slept in my own bed and had a place to call my own. How did this happen?

"Love enables you to put your deepest feeling and fears in the palm of your partner's hand, knowing they will be handled with care." Carl S. Avery

Grey gives good cheek kisses. [side note: Dave/Hellhammer has the best smelling hugs.]

I'm happy he understands the whole positive energy/list/law of attraction/secret thing. It's nice to talk to someone who gets it and doesn't look at you like you have four eyes.

"Homies before hoes dude." Grey to Rocco about spending Rocco's stimulus check after I said we (Rocco and I) were going on a "date". Of course my argument was I am a homie...so that line was NOT going to work. Grey of course gave in and agreed.

Soft legs before rough.

Every time I see the Mobile Network 1 bulletin about Wet Wednesday @ The Tip Top, I see Wet the Tip...and my mind goes straight to the dirty place.

I's tired. Today was full of unexpectedness. Early wake up call, TheNarcissist fishing for relationship status, TheMC stopping at the job and I wasn't even working and then ending up having to work.

Maybe I shouldn't have eaten that chocolate.

I'm feeling really needy right now. I need a hug and some attention.

"I haven't got a clue if you're the one...but I like you...and oooh I like how you make me feel...I want to do this right...don't want to waste this night...but drowning...drowning in your love...bring me flowers and talk for hours..."

I'm not sure what to think about these shirts:

As of June 30th I WILL be living in a place of my own and it'll be no further north than 38th St. (and with the cost of gas right now, on the bus line.)

Make a list. Make a vision board. Be specific. Make your wish. It WILL happen. Live your future in the present. Share what you want with others. We're all connected.

I really should be gong to sleep. Bu you know me...fighting it.