...you are killing your creativity...

"If given me the chance, I know I'd make the perfect wife...The way I feel about you is far more complex than the words I say...the reason I feel this way I wanna do for you...It's easy to say I love you...so the truth of my love for you shall reveal...

TheStudent is sort of back. Even if only for a short while. I'm really just torturing myself.

*shakes head at self*

Today is National Talk Like a Pirate Day. Argh matey.

I have a lot of work to do. My brain needs to get organized and prioritized.

Dude when the hair on the top of your head doesn't match the back/sides we know it's a piece. Just let it go.

NotInterested is the first person I've been with that I haven't kissed. And I've had no real desire to kiss him and I'm a kisser. Interesting.

I feel like I'm on a destructive path.

There is so much writing to catch up on, amongst other things. I need to buckle down and get to it.

"You hold a lot of pain from your past. And when you hold your pain inside like that, sometimes it hurts you. And it makes you hurt yourself. I can see that you are very creative...but you are killing your creativity...I told him I was his friend and he needed to quit. He told me he could not quit. He died before the year was over. So I'm telling you now that you need to quit. You are going to die." ~Motley Crue - The Dirt: Confessions of the World's Most Notorious Band

I would very much like to turn myself off and disconnect from the world for a day. No internets, no phone, no TV, no worries. Just music and writing and sleep. Lots of sleep. Unfortunately that's damn near impossible.

Boss Lady No. 3 yammered on all morning. I think I said all of 20 words to her. Sometimes I just want to tell her to shut the fuck up. One more week.

I need some lubbin. NotInterested is busy with work and I'm pretty sure he's out of town all next week. It effin' sucks.

"I hope that you're the one...If not you are the prototype..."

That was one weird dream. But that nap was GLORIOUS!!!

"There is my brain, there is The Pussy, and then there's me stuck in the middle. No matter how much I may know better, The Pussy damn near always wins." ~The Over-Educated Nympho She done hit the nail on the head.

I don't think this thing with TallMcHell is going to happen. I don't know how I feel about that.

ATLShawty is coming to visit. WOO HOO!!!

A trip to Paris??? Sure. Let me start saving up. Wait, let me find a job first.

Fuckin' A milk is so not my friend. After 27 years of drinking milk, how do you all of a sudden become lactose intolerant.

I created/bought this shirt:

I was bored and these words play over and over in my head...mine as well wear them on my chest. Eventually I'm going to get on my game and create all those other t-shirts that are stuck in my head. I just wish I had my desktop back, Illustrator is easier to work with than PhotoShop.